改变的渴望 Desire for Change

当时就是 “突然、瞬间的强烈感觉” 想去做那件事

后来（经过这段时间的经历和体验），顿悟到那是我想要改变、想要知道和了解我可以做些什么去改变

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It was a "sudden, instantaneous strong feeling" wanting to do that then

Later (with the experience since then), I had an epiphany that I wanted to change, wanted to know what I could do to change